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Some people think they are so much better than other people just because they are older, or because people dont do things the way they do, or because they SEEM to have everything they want but they are too busy convincing themselves that everyone else is lower and less intelligent than he that he dosent ever think about himself from any other kind of perspective. They see things the way they want to because they are confortable thinking they are better, and that things should be done their way. They are right and everyone else is wrong....except of course those kind of people who are willing and easily pushed over by a ''powerful'' person. And you daren't think what might happen if that person stopped ignoring the fact that this ''powerful person'' is taking advantage and pretty much brainwashing the weaker person. where would your power go, who would you have power over if it weren't for the weaker people. I'm not weak, but i'll consider those who are. I'm not stupid, but at least i have the balls to consider it. Thats inteligence worth bragging about, to be able to see from different eyes, and understand it, to have the courage to confront yourself. You don't know a thing over me.
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| let forever be |
[01 Feb 2006|06:43pm] |
I'm really bored.I'm working in two hours at the Imps, but i mean generally i'm pretty bored. I am part of a pretty potentially good band with Stuart from the Garth and a couple of other guys. We mesh pretty well together and i like our practise. i still have a couple of jobs but nothing to get up for in the morning.
Gordons got a new girlfriend, something of which occoured after circumstances i couldnt control, which is a little annoying because he was the interesting thing going on and now i'm accidently on the rebound : /
But, thankfully i have an escape. I'm moving to Greece. Helensburgh really does get me right down.
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[24 Jan 2006|08:19pm] |
Does anyone remember me?
I'm sorry i've been such a waster these last few months. i swear im leaving soon. i'm not even home for 6 months and i get messed about by some guy. I shake my head at this moment.
Anyway iv many plentyful jobs such as barwork, football games, etc. but im leaving in March, i dont even care where i go at this point i dont even want to come back, but i say that all the time.
I'm really into the libertines at the moment, and i thought babyshambles wouldnt quite be as good, i was wrong, they are pretty good. Its like the whole death cab postal service thing.
Anyway. Gav, if you read this, i miss you, where have you been? That goes out to philip aswell but im not sure if he still has livejournal...i have to go to work now.
Loving it.
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| deatils of a weird weekend. |
[14 Nov 2005|05:09pm] |
What a weird weekend.
Went out in Helensburgh on Thursday, was quite good, i spotted me some Helensburgh eye-candy, which dosen't happen very often. ended up in BJ's, the club, for the first time technically.
Then Friday i stayed at home and had some quality Claire time. That day wasn't all that weird.
Saturday was. I went out with Phil-hip in Glasgow. We started off at the Barfly where we saw a band from America that sounded like the Fall, and we also saw Kobai, which was a nice bonus. I was sober and so i didn't make a dick out of myself for once. We went to a couple of shit clubs and then after some kind of wierd twist i ended up at a party by myself with some random boring folk, then i crashed on pip's misleadingly small couch. Got up at seven to travel home for work after probably about an hours sleep. Had red bull and survived work. Got home and fell asleep watching the Simpson's.
By this time it's Sunday. Becka called, my brothers woman, went round to hers to talk about her current situation with my brother, ended up going out and getting wasted. in BJ's again, eye-candy guy was there, he was drunk and pulled a girl that looked like a man. Gutted. It's not over yet. I'll get some balls to go talk to him next time.
Pub quiz night tonight. And i'm back on the road as of today.
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Happy Birthday to me...
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| 22nd October. |
[16 Oct 2005|04:55pm] |
I'm going to be 18 on Saturday!!
I'm going to be drunk all over Scotland all weekend.
Feel free to join me.
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[10 Oct 2005|07:43am] |
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Hmmph...i got a job, housekeeping at the commodore. I'm in such a bad mood coz its raining and even though i have something to do tommorrow other than kick about in bed most the day, i am disapointed because the commodore is undoubtedly where all the kids who end up staying in Helensburgh start off. Fuck that, i applied at the Hilton and a couple of other places, and a photographers studio, haven't heard back yet though, they are all in Glasgow, i would quite happily work there. i'd feel as if i am getting away from the pond that is Helensbugger. I looked online for jobs in other countries for January, quite difficult because of all the different requirements, like angencies u have to pay and shit, i reckon i might just wait till i have money and just fucking live somewhere else. i saw a job for a lapdancer, i could so get that job, no experience nessisary...but there is the whole moral thing...
I'm 18 awfully soon, which means i have to get more money for working. yar.
Also means i'll be reeeeally fucking drunk all over Scotland for the whole weekend.
I feel better now, the commodore should be a laugh - nine in the morning won't be as funny though.
i'm going to make food.
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| avert young children. |
[03 Oct 2005|06:27pm] |
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It wasn't rape...it was just uninvited penitration...
The above statement is not one that i made about my own personal experience. Anyway, on friday i went to a warehouse party thingy with Sam. A warehouse that could have fit probably over 1000 people in it, filled slowly up to about 200 including dogs and young children. It was on all night and i actually ended up having quite a fun night after making sure i wasn't going to be stuck sleeping in a random freezing warehouse, in fact i didn't sleep at all. I made friends with a band called Kobai, through questioning them on whether i could play on their drumkit, it wasn't theres but i stuck with them all night, something crazy happened which lead to them not playing and leaving to go to a private studio down the road and staying there most the night. I tagged along. actually had quite a good time. Left at about 6.30 to get the first train to Helensburgh.
Saturday and sunday were taken up by a motorbike roadtrip around large parts central scotland. LOVED IT!!
now it is Monday. Ghastly.
I'm going to eat now.
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[19 Sep 2005|05:00pm] |
I wanna be forgotton and i dont wanna be reminded, i said please dont make this harder. i dont wanna change your mind i dont wanna waste your time, i just wanna know ur alright. you're alone, you don't miss me, i know. I'll come together in the middle of the night but it's an ending i can't write because i've got you to let me down. I fucking love the strokes. That would be a mixture of two of my favourite songs becausre the song changed.
You know who else i love...too many DJ's, and i may be going to see them in Edinburgh soon for freeeeeeeeeeee. I've been feeling a little lost, alone and really run down the past coouple of weeks. My mind frame has changed quite a bit over the past year and i don't really feel like i'm at home anymore. It's pretty strange. Meh, it's alright though. It happens...apparenlty. I tidied my room though...
Sent off my application for the Hilton, so i think things will change again soon...If not, fuck it, i'm going to Rome.
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Do you wanna get back? i wanna get back?...lets get back.
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| Orange human, human orange? Did i dream that? |
[10 Sep 2005|08:07pm] |
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Brian the American is here! Woo!
So it's a Helensburgh pub night tonight. Also Finches last night in Helensburgh, emotion all round, for some reason thinking of Finch leaving reminds me of a coconut...and Emma Khodya (sp?) Anyway, recently i have been doing fuck all. all day. "Getting into some hard-core Richard and judy" what with the unemployment and stuff. But tuesday is jobfair day so Pete and i are going to explore that option and by Wednesday i shall be employed...it's the goal, anyway.
Last little personal note: JD, you're an arsehole. I put all my effort into not kicking your ass. That's about to stop. You Arsehole : )
Also: Gav!! are you in Glasgow yet? I intend on contacting you in the next 24 hours.
P.S. Sorry to all those who have Myspace and just read the same update as i just copy and pasted it due to laziness :)
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[31 Aug 2005|09:35pm] |
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my god. im so bored. Someone give me a job, immidiatly.
Actually, workforce gave my CV to a hair salon, and u get a qualification after like two months, so i could get a jop on a cruise ship as a hairdresser instead. Quite random though considering i never really considered it before.
Bryan the American is coming on...uh this week sometime. Kevin went back to America and Dan is going to Denmark to be with some danish girl.
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| America fuck yeah. |
[27 Aug 2005|06:00pm] |
I will have sex with you tonight if you promise you will never die...
...i promise i will never die.
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[22 Aug 2005|09:16pm] |
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im home now.
i've had a few showers, and i ate all the food i missed while i was away and iv had lots of beautiful hours in my own bed and im about ready to go back. Helensburgh's just not cutting it anymore.
but seriously, europe was amazing, a big slap in the face as to what my priorities are and to stop taking things so seriously. just live.
on my travels i met a number of amazing people. three of which there was...flingage. the first, his name is joseph turner (like the artist) and i met him in bratislava, he was lovely. we stayed in touch. The third was a man named doug, 22 from kentucky and he was sstttuuunnnnninggggg. I met him in rome and we had a romantic, sexy time together for about 5 days. the third was an incredibly ''movie-esc'' romance on the beach of barcelona, where i took the virginity of a french boy called joel (pronounced joelle)
we went to amsterdamn, berlin, prague, brno, bratislava, vienna, rome, chinqutara, la spazia, montrpellier, port bou, nice, montrepolli, paris and brussells. we got stuck in random parts of italy because of bombscares. i slept in three different train stations and four different trains. it was all so beautiful. im guna make this my career. fuck uni, it can wait.
actually i might be working on a cruise liner for 6 months after october...we shall see.
i went to igloo rave 05...it was really cold.
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| everyday i love u less and less...JD |
[02 Aug 2005|12:21pm] |
i went to a brothel in prague the other night and paid 85 crowns (just over 2 euros) to watch a fat local czechislovakian man undress himself after what smelled like a hard day at work.
the priceless moment was when he peeled off his beige socks and unleashed a mighty smell.
i got mugged in berlin of 300 euros. that was a bit gutting but im alright.
oh yeah we made friends with these awesome guys from san diago california, and they are coming to scotland with us. yay.
we're going to bratislava for a bit today then head to vienna for a while.
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| berlin berlin berlin |
[26 Jul 2005|01:55pm] |
ho ho i'm in Berlin!
I'm staying in this rancdom cheap little hostel that hapens to be excellent, theres a terrace bar and loads of free stuff and we've made so many friends, we made friends with some brazillians called Tiägo and Marcello, and some Americans, Dan Bryan and Kevin. They are so amazingly funny. Kevin looks like Jeff Buckley and is in this really good band. Bryan looks like keanu reeves and is this really amaying photographist, and Dan looks like cameron diaz but is the funniest man i have ever met in life.
Bryan is coming to prague with me and jenny. quite excited. we leave for prague on the night train tommorrow. we came to berlin on the night train from Amsterdam about three days ago. it was awful there was this huge snoring german beast next to me so i slept on the floor.
anyway we're off to the east side gallery so im guna go, later tonight we're going clubbing in eastern germany. Fuck yeah.
just live, man...just live.
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| The real Mcoist. |
[16 Jul 2005|01:34pm] |
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I leave in 4 days for Europe for what is planned to be a month. I may stay longer. I've tried getting in touch with a few people i want to see before i go but i can't get in touch with half of them. I'm leaving at 6 in the morning on Wednesday.
I'm not in a good mood at all today. I feel like i haven't been in a good mood for about a week and today i just can't be bothered forcing enthusiasm. I've nothing to do today. I don't have a job anymore :(
OOh yeah! i worked at the scottish open golf tournament in Loch Lomond. I got like £250 for five days. Not too bad. I also met a nice young man named Ally. And i met a guy called Ally McCoist, apparently quite high in football circles, had a wee chat with him and my work friend Ally came over all starstuck at this guy and i was like "ooh is that the guy that made the crisps?"....No Claire, that's the real McCoy. Also saw Colin Montgomery in a car and asked him for an ID pass, as i was on traffic control that day. He seemed a bit insulted, he's apparently quite high in golf circles. It was quite a fun week. Would have been nice to have seen Ally again but pointless because i'm going away.
Anyway, i'll hopefully see some of you in the next four days. If not then i probably havent seen you for a while anyway.
Goodbye.
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| READ THIS PLEASE |
[28 Jun 2005|02:43am] |
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I forgot to mention my dream! it's so cool because its like a three part thing...
So i lived in this huge mansion with Simon Peg (guy from 'Spaced') in this town that kept getting invaded by huge Emporor penguins.
The first time it happened everyone just thought it was kinda weird but
it was alright we were an open minded town and didnt mind sharing stuff
with huge penguins, so then the dream stopped and went onto something i
can't remeber then came back again later in the night and by this time
the penguins had slyly started hurting and munching people. I never
actually saw any of the gore or anything it was just a known thing that
the penguins were nibbling on the townfolk, so someone came up with the
idea to scare them away with really loud music, so somehow we mangaed
to get huge speakers and started playing Abba in this little town
square totem thingy, and the penguins ran away, then the dream went
onto something else and came back later in the night/morning and had
come back with no perticular plan of action, so me and simon decided to
go into town to perchase some huge speakers incase they ruined our
mansion, but of course they had all been used up in the big penguin
scare in dream two, so we headed back discussing our plan quite loudly
and got a little fellowship of twonsfolk following us to saftey because
the penguins were a bit pissed off. So simon and i ran ahead and
started making excuses to the townspeople like ''the house is in a bit
of a mess at the moment, so maybe you could hide from the man eating
penguins another time'' or ''we havent got any good biscuits in at the
moment so maybe tommorrow'' but then a couple of penguins turned up and
smashed our window, then suddenly simon and i were in bed and the
penguins were still outside the front door just kind of...penguining
about but the townspeople had lessened and there was one or two just
hiding in the bushes...then i kept waking up (in real life) and trying
to get the dream back so it got all confusing and didnt make sence. :)
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| You look quite delicious in that tone of voice |
[18 Jun 2005|06:15pm] |
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Hello, i haven't been on the computer at all recently and it took me about 20 minutes to look through the last week of updates from a considerabble amount of aquaintances. Anyway, because it's raining i've decided to take this saturday to myself and do all the stuff i meant to do this week. I have a bit of time so i thought i'd update :) yesterday i took my camera with me everywhere i went and decided to do 'a day in the life of...' kind of thing. So here it is...please take a look...
( A day in the life of: Clara Woods )
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| Floating in the dark |
[01 Jun 2005|12:55am] |
Right. Sorry i haven't updated in a while.
I'm updating tonight for Mark Fry.
What an absolute ace of spades.
Well ok, so last night was a bit trippy, i went to the pub quiz in the garth, came third last out of like 7 groups. It was amazing fun but i thought it would just be something casual - ended up going back to nicks summer house with Finch Becka Kai Linda and AJ and hotboxed his summer house. Crawled into bed at about four of the A.M. to be woken by the phone at roughly eleven. wasnt appriciated at all.
Tonight i went for a drink with Manda rachel mark sam and paul then back to tristans, only came out to see manda and hardly spoke to her at all. Had the best wee chat with Mark though. He knows just what to say. Also was really good to properly hang out with sam aswell.
Oh yeah and im sorry i never came to the last rehersal tonight, i had work and thought we had the night off rehersals. I'm good for saturday though.
Party tomoro at Kai's
Thursday must try to get sleep.
Leavers day/ball friday
Violent delights saturday
Thats the line up.
Post me a wee message, i'd quite like that.
quiche
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| It's true the two of us are back as one again. |
[22 May 2005|08:06pm] |
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So the idea was that because all my freinds smoke, whenever they spark up or whatever i could whip out a bottle of bubbles and blow bubbles. All was going well, it was a healthy habbit, however a bit sticky when i found they had exploded in my bag, KILLING my phone completely. Hmm who saw that coming?...Twat.
So i have been using my brothers old flip phone thingy, which i love flipping but don't really know how to use, and the picture screen is a pireced breast and i dont know how to change it.
Other than that though, i watched the game in the pub today with Jenny, Eddie, Liam and Jamie D. The whole game! Motherwell won 2-1 against Celtic. Everyone was very sad except Jamiel.
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